It is hard to move in a very chaotic place. You don’t know how you will react to situations, to people. One of my colleague said that in order for me to survive in this work place I have to beef-up my face. I must show some aspect of plasticity. I must learn how to face people even though I know for the fact that when I’m not around there are talking against me. IT’S NOT JUST ME! That’s not how I deal with other people.
My friends here are leaving this place one by one. Not that they want to, they are forced to leave this place. Its either they are accused of doing something or they are just a victim of lies proliferated by others.
Slowly I’m kind of getting the vibes that I’m next. So what should I do? Should I leave now or wait for them to push me away? But I have nowhere to go. I have a family to feed. What am I going to do…
There is one great teacher of mine told me that there is order in chaotic places. Well, I hope he is right!
